Beranda Linda

I told my psychologist about how my nightmares became intense and frequent after the code of ethics hearing. She said, first, that the nightmares were my emotional trash. Second, I could stop seeing her. It felt like an abrupt breakup.

For a while, I thought there was something wrong with me. My feelings toward men had become strangely flat. The feelings I once had for people I've written about before seemed to disappear completely.

Kenapa aku bersusah payah menulis perkembangan kasus ini? Padahal kan, rasanya menyakitkan untukku? Entahlah, namanya juga penulis. Ya, pasti maunya menulis. Setidaknya aku bisa meluapkan emosi dengan sehat. 

This month marks exactly one year since I started seeing Dr. Natalingrum Sukmarini, Sp.KJ., for my condition.